My Promise To My Mistress Allie!
12/09/23
My gorgeous Mistress Allie (submissivepuppy on xh) has gone on holiday with her also gorgeous wife K**i..I hope she won't mind me saying that! Before she left she ordered me NOT to have any orgasms ?? until they returned. I in turn promised her I would follow her instructions to the letter and maybe expand on them a little as an act of submission to prove my love and devotion to her. I am nothing without my Mistress and would disappear from this life if she were not in it.
Every Day I Promise To Do The Following:
1). Naked on my knees (nabu of course) wearing my slave collar, I will write across my chest and breasts (or have Jill do it for me! so much neater..) in my best red lipstick, "I am Allie's willing slave pet". Then bent over, my face against the floor, my ass in the air and spread wide, I will say out loud "I am your property Allie", then I will lick the floor. This I will do for a minimum of 28 times..as instructed.
Furthermore I will write on my face "Allie's sweet pet dog" then kneel(nabu again) before a mirror to look at myself while worshipping and begging out loud for my Mistress.
2). Afterwards I will imagine Mistress guiding Max into my pussy and master into my ass at the same time!..OMG I would be so full! I wouldn't be able to stop shaking. [narrative changed a little!]. Then touching myself but not to the point of orgasm I will list ALL the things I would beg my Mistress to do to me. (see list below>>).
3). When I go for my morning run I will do so with "I am Allie's willing slave pet" written on my chest and breasts and wearing my slave collar. During my run I will say out loud for all to hear the following mantra:
My BODY is NOT my OWN
My BODY BELONGS to ALLIE
ALLIE'S WISH is my COMMAND
At the end of my run, after removing my top and sports bra to display to all my promise to my Mistress I will practise my usual breathing exercises slowly and deliberately. Afterwards I will walk home topless displaying my promise for any passer by to see.
4). Everyday I will allow Jill to tease me in anyway she wants, she will do so right up to the brink of orgasm but will then deny me the release I will so crave. At this point I will close my eyes and say out loud "Allie my sweet Mistress I burn in devotion to you and I am grateful that you allow me the honour to prove myself. Please accept my offering of obedience as a small token of my utter submission to you Mistress"
Things I will beg my Mistress for:
1. A mouthful of her pee, every day. A bowlful for my morning cereals
2. To be allowed to lick her pussy
3. To be allowed to insert my tongue in her ass.
4. To be allowed to suck her clit.?
Afterwards I want her to do the same for me!
5. To tie me to her with a double dildo in both our cunts.
6. To tie me to her with a double dildo in both our asses.
Or BOTH at once?
7. To allow me to kiss her mouth and suck her sweet tongue.
8. To pinch my nipples until I scream with pain.
9. To insert her hand(s) into my holes until I can see the bulges under my ribs.
10. To use me as her own little? FUCKTOY anyway she chooses..I will love it anyhow.
11. To pass me over to her friends and acquaintances for them to enjoy..to prove my love and submission to her as my Mistress in all things...
i have no right to ask anything of you Mistress but I beg you to give me back just once to Master Asher, to do with as he wants. That would be bliss for me, after all he did give me to you!
Jill my one and only special gorgeous girlfriend, unfortunately..fortunately?? takes her role of my keeper very seriously! and so insists that I carryout my promises to the letter and is all too eager to enforce them.??. So she has been staying with me..just to tease me I think! Her long suffering Mum staying at her place to look after her twins (she loves that). She didn't even mind on Tuesday when we got drenched..6:30 in the morning it was raining..hardly anyone about to see..hear me perform! getting used to it now it seems that word has spread as there was a bit of an audience this morning..not so selt conscious now though with Jill there..
I did spot my Ukrainian friend!! with her grt dane again..need to talk to her!
15/09/23 Friday
Some of you may know that our DOM Howard has been away for a while..took his Max and Toby with him.??, he returned on Wednesday 13th and ordered us to his house last night! This is a brief overview of THAT..
Knocked on his door..Howard eventually opens it, he is wearing a really nice silk kimono..another one of Eric's?? He points to 'our' pegs and say for us to put on our presents, he leaves us to return to his front room while we undress, the presents are new slave! collars one red for me one blue for Jill. Turns out we are now 'RED' and 'BLUE' our new pet names..in case we forget?.
Once naked, except for our new collars we enter his front room..it is different! no carpets now but a new wooden floor..he still sits on his 'throne' with Max and Toby either side watching our every move attentively, we kneel in front of him as he taught us and he orders us to tell him ALL our news, while we knelt nabu style in front of him.
So for the first half hour or so we relate our news, what we have done how we coped without his pets! Jill of course spends time talking about me and my dilemma with Mistress being away and my promise (sometimes I could just gag her). That was the highlight for Howard to concentrate on for the evening..making me just WATCH the the later proceedings..??. Although he was interested in our camping trip with the twins, steamer trip on the lake..pony trekking! That interest seem more to be what we might have done at the campsite and stables rarther than the fact the little ones had a GREAT time.?. I get my hands tied behind my back 'just in case!' Jill gets to ride the sybian, while I have to watch..??. Howard sets the controls as usual and waits until Jill is squirming and making those little gasping sounds then opens his kimono and presents a huge hardon for Jill to suck, then he spends some time fucking her mouth and throat..before he just used a dildo on us..Mmm something different and me just getting wetter and wetter...NOT FAIR!.to make things worse after that display Jill had wet herself..as she does, I had to lap it up?..I do like that though.. Then of course I was forced to watch as both Max and Toby had there way with her too..by then I was dripping all over the floor feeling so hot I could feel an orgasm coming on..had my eyes closed holding my breath hoping it would goaway .. it didn't of course! Howard had seen me though and slapped my face hard then my tits until that was all I felt.
Back home all I had was Jill teasing me about Max and posing naked on my bar stool just as she had when she had when Max had her for the first time..showing me her ass and inviting me to lick it..just as Max had then..leading to her sat opposite me while she was licked and then peed over my floor as I saw her cum and cum! Pink then red flush moving up her body to her face as she gripped my arm so tight it hurt..
Worse thing is my Dad and Grandad are arriving today for a few days..Howard knows now..thanks Jill! He knows they go to the British Legion in the evening.
By the time I got home they were already there, being entertained by Jill and Jill's Mum..Jill had decided it would be nice if her Mum met some of my family..great!! The twins were there too getting spoilt as usual..I suspect the reason for Jill's Mum being there was purely to do with help preparing a meal for us all..anyway she did a very good job and by half seven we had washed up too..Dad was getting of very well with her grandad too for that matter?. True to form grandad suggested we all go to the Legion for a few drinks, Jill's Mum declined because of the twins BUT said tomorrow night would be OK as she could make arrangements for them to be looked after. So she left for Jill's place and we all got a taxi to the Legion.
Who should we find waiting in the foyer .. Howard!
Howard made a bee line for us and and shaking hands with dad then grandad, said "Hi Danni, Jill you made it then!, these must be your folks, hello, I'm Howard, ex Royal Navy, you must be Danni's dad and grandad, really nice to meet you. Lets get the girls a table then we can go organize some drinks for us all, my treat! Got some friends to introduce you to, they are all ex RAF too" . So, getting us settled in a corner where we could observe the whole room they all went off to the bar. Five minutes later dad was back with our drinks, commenting that Howard seems a nice guy, he then left..for the rest of the night as it happened! with new drinks arriving at irregular intervals. Over the course of the evening three guys approached and asked if they could sit down. They all knew of us from Howard and said they were new recruits for his dungeon venture, they all thanked us for our involvement, as without us this wouldn't be happening. Basically Jill and I just sat and listened as they introduced themselves..
We categorised them:
Terry..tall six foot, around 35, well built, fit, smartly dressed, white, great tan and single.
Mark..shorter 5' 10" maybe, athletic , married?, funny! again smartly dressed, white, good conversation.
Jon..tall 6' 6" ..wow! Black, handsome, single, tongue tied! shy! all round nice guy.
Late on in the evening we saw a really gorgeous redhead come in, looking around she spotted Howard and went over, he turned around and pointed towards us, a minute later she! was sat at our table.
Turned out Jessie was a trans guy..never have thought it she had a fantastic figure and perfect makeup (put us to shame?), OMG if all t rans are like her!! She was of course another of Howards new clique, just wanting to say Hi! We mentioned the others and she just smiled at our desciption of Mark..and said "Well they do call him 'horse' in here I'm told! this isn't my usual legion, mine's the other side of town and you two have certainly caused a stir there, Howard is a changed man and he says its ALL your doing". She didn't stay long had another meeting..wink wink she said.
We were still discussing 'horse' with all that might mean when we eventually got to bed!
16/09/23 Saturday
Made it to parkrun by the skin of our teeth! Need another bathroom..old folk! take soo long..
Got a mention, Jill had told them that three generations were running today..some from Scotland..big cheer!
Howard was watching too! Max and Toby sat either side if him.. and OMG Jill's old parkrun lover was there and his two friends..FFS! I suddenly felt faint..having so many ex lovers there all at once!..(Jill's friend Dave was part of a 'treat' she gave me..John and Steve were just extra's?..interesting story but Jill stopped me posting that one?)
Dave comes over to say Hi, showing me his bare chest.. "Wife loved the hairless look.and.feel so much I have kept it up" he said. Turns out they were here to support Steve, who was still going with Mairi (one of our friends)..Jill and I just looked at each other and shook our heads..we knew nothing of this! Anyway parkrun was great! super atmosphere, we all ran in one big group with my grandad. .reasonable time! for an old man! just over 29 mins. Mairi got her ear bent for not keeping us in the loop, she knows he is married and she is only nineteen.. Ended up at our usual cafe for a wind down drink and chat..had to sit outside there were so many of us now..Howard was there first having grabbed all the available chairs and put three tables together..Introductions were made all round, refreshments bought, everyone fussing over Max and Toby. Jill's Mum turns up with the twins now, FFS I think whatever's next? More fussing over the twins now, Mairi especially, she hasn't seen them for ages! The other girls in our group just enjoy the chat of different older..sensible guys..I just want the ground to swallow me!
[apologies to anyone reading this..there is NO sex here..just a boring description of my weird life..writing this on Sunday 17th]
We eventually made it home..not Dave and his friends..this time..that would definitely have been weird!..they have our numbers anyway..?. Howard had waved us off saying see you all at the Legion.
Showers all round..my bill is going to be ridiculous!..takes ages..dressed in proper clothes, more coffee..green tea..juice for Alex and Abi(twins)..lots more chat..Dad shows photos he has just had from his grandson..my half? nephew.. Giant painted hares..don't see them everyday..big thing in Aberdeen for a charity..all been gathered together before being auctioned off it seems..
In the end had enough of chat..Jill's Mum has promised to come to the Legion tonight and arranges the twins to be looked after..
Grandad orders a taxi for all of us to go into town for a late lunch..more drinks etc..back home afterwards dropping off the twins and Jill's Mum...h
v.shortened version of the evening..
We get given a table again..more drinks?..Jill's mum is having a GREAT time with all the ex squaddies and other military types..Howard holding court..he just loves the attention! I suspect there are loads of war stories being told..from Jill's mum too her having spent years on navy bases as her husband was a diver.. We get accosted by a few guys wanting to chat, then a very stern woman..no girl this!! sits down and explains she is Jill..a friend of Howard's and will be supervising some of the things in the new dungeon..she calls us Blue and Red .. The wrong way round..deliberately we think..mmm just to ensure we knew ourselves!! We get quizzed on our preferences..men, sexual positions, did we like to be tied up?, suspended, how many men at once and how did we like THEM! Mmm horse was mentioned..Jill again??. What did we think about pee and everything that might entail? We could see her making mental notes of it all, interregation over she takes her leave, saying "We'll see you soon then, you'll love the new setup!"
Conversation after that centred around us attempting to picture Howard's new layout of his old workshop and which of Eric's hand crafted items would be where..obviously totally wrong but we had seen his sketchbook, so did know what Howard had had stored away in his other sheds..
Eventually quite late on, we all get another taxi home dropping Jill's Mum off on the way, new arrangements having been made for Dad and Grandad to take her for lunch tomorrow. (Thank god! a bit of time on our own). Back home? we soon go to bed rather than listen to two men relate stories of service life..Falklands etc etc..seems Howard was in that conflict, Grandad was with some mobile radar straight after hostilities ended... Jill and I just wanted to talk more about dungeons and doggies! Stern Jill hadn't said anything about THEM!! Mmm and Dave + friends..looking for me? maybe last time was when I was coming home from my Nanna's funeral..Jill kindly looked after them..little bit.c h, but I couldn't say much after my stepbrothers little session in a portaloo at Stirling services.....
17/09/23 Sunday
Up early dressed in our running kit...after being written on! went out for some peace and quiet..damp with wet grass..winter's coming..?? Oh then Jill mentioned I had 'I want bekki' on my back too..she had been reading my xh messages again!.. OK BEKKI??
Good run! Did my homage to Allie in a little clearing out of site of the path..Jill..BLUE?? stood guard, I did feel a little exposed being naked..wet grass on my ass. On to breathing exercises..usual place..tights back on of course? another girl joins us doggy tied up..and we have a longer session of more Tai Chi..loved that! new girl leading us from the front..jogged home..in the drizzle?..for a hot shower before the men were up.. Jill insisted on shaving me said 'I felt like a lavvie brush'.. Habit now since Nanna's funeral..some personal hygiene just being forgotten about.? she has a nice touch??.
Running out of time now..its Tuesday really when I'm writjng this.
The men go out for lunch..with Jill's Mum..gjves hs some time for other things?? then watch the rugby..who doesn't love sweaty men?? They come back and take over??, brought the twins..the girls relegated to kitchen rather than listen to the players being told they should be doing other things..MEN!! Linda..Jill's Mum telling us how she rather did fancy my Dad..OMG!! did I really want to hear that?.
18/09/23 Monday
Boring day at work! Not true I like my job??
The men decided that they have interfered enough with our lives..REALLY?? are leaving on Wednesday going to pester my Mum..Dad sort of made it up..THEY made it up..at Nanna's funeral so off to Coventry..I
We did manage a run this morning..a bit damp again..beginning to like the fact that actually people might want to see me do this? I do hope Allie appreciates me doing it for her..?
Linda..Jill's mum was going out to the Legion AGAIN so we were at Jill's flat for the evening looking after the twins, caught up on school stuff..I can't remember liking it as much as they do!? mind you my Mum didn't have a degree in ch.ild psychology. At least we had more time to talk properly once they were in bed..Do we really want to stay involved with Howard? it is becoming real now not just us and him talking about things, more people being involved that knew about us. Howard had text us and said he wanted to show us the new setup on Wednesday and to come over at 6pm. Decision was we would go and see the setup then actually decide whether to carry on and see the opening session through!
19/03/23 Tuesday
Found out today one of my xh 'friends' had blocked me..who does that? all I has said was that she wasn't very talkative "as usual".. So HannaSexxy blocked me..maybe it was accidental! I mean it has happened to me with this kindle..
One of those slooow days nothing out the ordinary happening ( for me at least).. So nothing more to write about it..?
20/09/23 Wednesday
Wednesday..Dad and Grandad leaving for Coventry today. see Howard's new dungeon!
Usual run now in the park.. Still got an audience for Tai Chi getting better following our 'leader' now. discovered Jill had mixed up the water based pens..yea right!! and used a sharpie. Not on my face thank god..scrubbed like hell can still see it..had to go to work like that skin red raw..not funny Jill??
After work.quick tea, off to see Howard..who should open his door! Jill(stern). She refers to us a Red and Blue now, we have another present from Howard..a pair of stilettos each red and blue of course..very nice but not our usual height! these are almost 5inches. I Like the straps that tie them on, and they do give our legs that nice slim stretched look. Jill said that from now on unless we were just wanting to walk the dogs or had been summoned by Howard we were to use the door into the rear garden ONLY, we had the code after all. So Jill gives us the shoes and our slave collars and says she will see us in a minute in the garden and ushers us back outside. Thankfully there is a narrow entry alongside Howards high garden fence, and we are soon in his back garden via his coded gate between his new gym shed and his revamped workshop.
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21/09/23 Thursday
22/09/23..Friday
Just gotta say this..
Jill..Blue brought me breakfast in bed..omg don't get this very often! nice tray..green tea and muesli with strawberries..BUT looking closer my nose detected Jill!! I had a cup of pee and muesli with pee! I wondered if I had been talking in my sleep again as I had written to Allie wanting this..??well I think I had!?
Anyway not to spoil it all I sipped the 'tea' and ate the muesli and said it was the best breakfast EVER.. to tell the truth I did enjoy it .. a picture in my head of her managing to fill the cup and bowl!..Mmm interesting?
So that is why I arrived at work early..got stuff to do..maybe writeup yesterday..boring! good job we told our little group we were havjng a lie in today..wonder how they managed?
23/09/23 Saturday
Proper duvet day for me can't face the run! the thought of even the slightest possibility of meeting Dave and his friends again sent me under the covers
24/09/23 Sunday
Wrote a v.detailed long winded tale about my Sunday..offline on ' sticky notes' then accidentally deleted it all..no backup either..idiot!
Not doing it again.
no More later!
My gorgeous Mistress Allie (submissivepuppy on xh) has gone on holiday with her also gorgeous wife K**i..I hope she won't mind me saying that! Before she left she ordered me NOT to have any orgasms ?? until they returned. I in turn promised her I would follow her instructions to the letter and maybe expand on them a little as an act of submission to prove my love and devotion to her. I am nothing without my Mistress and would disappear from this life if she were not in it.
Every Day I Promise To Do The Following:
1). Naked on my knees (nabu of course) wearing my slave collar, I will write across my chest and breasts (or have Jill do it for me! so much neater..) in my best red lipstick, "I am Allie's willing slave pet". Then bent over, my face against the floor, my ass in the air and spread wide, I will say out loud "I am your property Allie", then I will lick the floor. This I will do for a minimum of 28 times..as instructed.
Furthermore I will write on my face "Allie's sweet pet dog" then kneel(nabu again) before a mirror to look at myself while worshipping and begging out loud for my Mistress.
2). Afterwards I will imagine Mistress guiding Max into my pussy and master into my ass at the same time!..OMG I would be so full! I wouldn't be able to stop shaking. [narrative changed a little!]. Then touching myself but not to the point of orgasm I will list ALL the things I would beg my Mistress to do to me. (see list below>>).
3). When I go for my morning run I will do so with "I am Allie's willing slave pet" written on my chest and breasts and wearing my slave collar. During my run I will say out loud for all to hear the following mantra:
My BODY is NOT my OWN
My BODY BELONGS to ALLIE
ALLIE'S WISH is my COMMAND
At the end of my run, after removing my top and sports bra to display to all my promise to my Mistress I will practise my usual breathing exercises slowly and deliberately. Afterwards I will walk home topless displaying my promise for any passer by to see.
4). Everyday I will allow Jill to tease me in anyway she wants, she will do so right up to the brink of orgasm but will then deny me the release I will so crave. At this point I will close my eyes and say out loud "Allie my sweet Mistress I burn in devotion to you and I am grateful that you allow me the honour to prove myself. Please accept my offering of obedience as a small token of my utter submission to you Mistress"
Things I will beg my Mistress for:
1. A mouthful of her pee, every day. A bowlful for my morning cereals
2. To be allowed to lick her pussy
3. To be allowed to insert my tongue in her ass.
4. To be allowed to suck her clit.?
Afterwards I want her to do the same for me!
5. To tie me to her with a double dildo in both our cunts.
6. To tie me to her with a double dildo in both our asses.
Or BOTH at once?
7. To allow me to kiss her mouth and suck her sweet tongue.
8. To pinch my nipples until I scream with pain.
9. To insert her hand(s) into my holes until I can see the bulges under my ribs.
10. To use me as her own little? FUCKTOY anyway she chooses..I will love it anyhow.
11. To pass me over to her friends and acquaintances for them to enjoy..to prove my love and submission to her as my Mistress in all things...
i have no right to ask anything of you Mistress but I beg you to give me back just once to Master Asher, to do with as he wants. That would be bliss for me, after all he did give me to you!
Jill my one and only special gorgeous girlfriend, unfortunately..fortunately?? takes her role of my keeper very seriously! and so insists that I carryout my promises to the letter and is all too eager to enforce them.??. So she has been staying with me..just to tease me I think! Her long suffering Mum staying at her place to look after her twins (she loves that). She didn't even mind on Tuesday when we got drenched..6:30 in the morning it was raining..hardly anyone about to see..hear me perform! getting used to it now it seems that word has spread as there was a bit of an audience this morning..not so selt conscious now though with Jill there..
I did spot my Ukrainian friend!! with her grt dane again..need to talk to her!
15/09/23 Friday
Some of you may know that our DOM Howard has been away for a while..took his Max and Toby with him.??, he returned on Wednesday 13th and ordered us to his house last night! This is a brief overview of THAT..
Knocked on his door..Howard eventually opens it, he is wearing a really nice silk kimono..another one of Eric's?? He points to 'our' pegs and say for us to put on our presents, he leaves us to return to his front room while we undress, the presents are new slave! collars one red for me one blue for Jill. Turns out we are now 'RED' and 'BLUE' our new pet names..in case we forget?.
Once naked, except for our new collars we enter his front room..it is different! no carpets now but a new wooden floor..he still sits on his 'throne' with Max and Toby either side watching our every move attentively, we kneel in front of him as he taught us and he orders us to tell him ALL our news, while we knelt nabu style in front of him.
So for the first half hour or so we relate our news, what we have done how we coped without his pets! Jill of course spends time talking about me and my dilemma with Mistress being away and my promise (sometimes I could just gag her). That was the highlight for Howard to concentrate on for the evening..making me just WATCH the the later proceedings..??. Although he was interested in our camping trip with the twins, steamer trip on the lake..pony trekking! That interest seem more to be what we might have done at the campsite and stables rarther than the fact the little ones had a GREAT time.?. I get my hands tied behind my back 'just in case!' Jill gets to ride the sybian, while I have to watch..??. Howard sets the controls as usual and waits until Jill is squirming and making those little gasping sounds then opens his kimono and presents a huge hardon for Jill to suck, then he spends some time fucking her mouth and throat..before he just used a dildo on us..Mmm something different and me just getting wetter and wetter...NOT FAIR!.to make things worse after that display Jill had wet herself..as she does, I had to lap it up?..I do like that though.. Then of course I was forced to watch as both Max and Toby had there way with her too..by then I was dripping all over the floor feeling so hot I could feel an orgasm coming on..had my eyes closed holding my breath hoping it would goaway .. it didn't of course! Howard had seen me though and slapped my face hard then my tits until that was all I felt.
Back home all I had was Jill teasing me about Max and posing naked on my bar stool just as she had when she had when Max had her for the first time..showing me her ass and inviting me to lick it..just as Max had then..leading to her sat opposite me while she was licked and then peed over my floor as I saw her cum and cum! Pink then red flush moving up her body to her face as she gripped my arm so tight it hurt..
Worse thing is my Dad and Grandad are arriving today for a few days..Howard knows now..thanks Jill! He knows they go to the British Legion in the evening.
By the time I got home they were already there, being entertained by Jill and Jill's Mum..Jill had decided it would be nice if her Mum met some of my family..great!! The twins were there too getting spoilt as usual..I suspect the reason for Jill's Mum being there was purely to do with help preparing a meal for us all..anyway she did a very good job and by half seven we had washed up too..Dad was getting of very well with her grandad too for that matter?. True to form grandad suggested we all go to the Legion for a few drinks, Jill's Mum declined because of the twins BUT said tomorrow night would be OK as she could make arrangements for them to be looked after. So she left for Jill's place and we all got a taxi to the Legion.
Who should we find waiting in the foyer .. Howard!
Howard made a bee line for us and and shaking hands with dad then grandad, said "Hi Danni, Jill you made it then!, these must be your folks, hello, I'm Howard, ex Royal Navy, you must be Danni's dad and grandad, really nice to meet you. Lets get the girls a table then we can go organize some drinks for us all, my treat! Got some friends to introduce you to, they are all ex RAF too" . So, getting us settled in a corner where we could observe the whole room they all went off to the bar. Five minutes later dad was back with our drinks, commenting that Howard seems a nice guy, he then left..for the rest of the night as it happened! with new drinks arriving at irregular intervals. Over the course of the evening three guys approached and asked if they could sit down. They all knew of us from Howard and said they were new recruits for his dungeon venture, they all thanked us for our involvement, as without us this wouldn't be happening. Basically Jill and I just sat and listened as they introduced themselves..
We categorised them:
Terry..tall six foot, around 35, well built, fit, smartly dressed, white, great tan and single.
Mark..shorter 5' 10" maybe, athletic , married?, funny! again smartly dressed, white, good conversation.
Jon..tall 6' 6" ..wow! Black, handsome, single, tongue tied! shy! all round nice guy.
Late on in the evening we saw a really gorgeous redhead come in, looking around she spotted Howard and went over, he turned around and pointed towards us, a minute later she! was sat at our table.
Turned out Jessie was a trans guy..never have thought it she had a fantastic figure and perfect makeup (put us to shame?), OMG if all t rans are like her!! She was of course another of Howards new clique, just wanting to say Hi! We mentioned the others and she just smiled at our desciption of Mark..and said "Well they do call him 'horse' in here I'm told! this isn't my usual legion, mine's the other side of town and you two have certainly caused a stir there, Howard is a changed man and he says its ALL your doing". She didn't stay long had another meeting..wink wink she said.
We were still discussing 'horse' with all that might mean when we eventually got to bed!
16/09/23 Saturday
Made it to parkrun by the skin of our teeth! Need another bathroom..old folk! take soo long..
Got a mention, Jill had told them that three generations were running today..some from Scotland..big cheer!
Howard was watching too! Max and Toby sat either side if him.. and OMG Jill's old parkrun lover was there and his two friends..FFS! I suddenly felt faint..having so many ex lovers there all at once!..(Jill's friend Dave was part of a 'treat' she gave me..John and Steve were just extra's?..interesting story but Jill stopped me posting that one?)
Dave comes over to say Hi, showing me his bare chest.. "Wife loved the hairless look.and.feel so much I have kept it up" he said. Turns out they were here to support Steve, who was still going with Mairi (one of our friends)..Jill and I just looked at each other and shook our heads..we knew nothing of this! Anyway parkrun was great! super atmosphere, we all ran in one big group with my grandad. .reasonable time! for an old man! just over 29 mins. Mairi got her ear bent for not keeping us in the loop, she knows he is married and she is only nineteen.. Ended up at our usual cafe for a wind down drink and chat..had to sit outside there were so many of us now..Howard was there first having grabbed all the available chairs and put three tables together..Introductions were made all round, refreshments bought, everyone fussing over Max and Toby. Jill's Mum turns up with the twins now, FFS I think whatever's next? More fussing over the twins now, Mairi especially, she hasn't seen them for ages! The other girls in our group just enjoy the chat of different older..sensible guys..I just want the ground to swallow me!
[apologies to anyone reading this..there is NO sex here..just a boring description of my weird life..writing this on Sunday 17th]
We eventually made it home..not Dave and his friends..this time..that would definitely have been weird!..they have our numbers anyway..?. Howard had waved us off saying see you all at the Legion.
Showers all round..my bill is going to be ridiculous!..takes ages..dressed in proper clothes, more coffee..green tea..juice for Alex and Abi(twins)..lots more chat..Dad shows photos he has just had from his grandson..my half? nephew.. Giant painted hares..don't see them everyday..big thing in Aberdeen for a charity..all been gathered together before being auctioned off it seems..
In the end had enough of chat..Jill's Mum has promised to come to the Legion tonight and arranges the twins to be looked after..
Grandad orders a taxi for all of us to go into town for a late lunch..more drinks etc..back home afterwards dropping off the twins and Jill's Mum...h
v.shortened version of the evening..
We get given a table again..more drinks?..Jill's mum is having a GREAT time with all the ex squaddies and other military types..Howard holding court..he just loves the attention! I suspect there are loads of war stories being told..from Jill's mum too her having spent years on navy bases as her husband was a diver.. We get accosted by a few guys wanting to chat, then a very stern woman..no girl this!! sits down and explains she is Jill..a friend of Howard's and will be supervising some of the things in the new dungeon..she calls us Blue and Red .. The wrong way round..deliberately we think..mmm just to ensure we knew ourselves!! We get quizzed on our preferences..men, sexual positions, did we like to be tied up?, suspended, how many men at once and how did we like THEM! Mmm horse was mentioned..Jill again??. What did we think about pee and everything that might entail? We could see her making mental notes of it all, interregation over she takes her leave, saying "We'll see you soon then, you'll love the new setup!"
Conversation after that centred around us attempting to picture Howard's new layout of his old workshop and which of Eric's hand crafted items would be where..obviously totally wrong but we had seen his sketchbook, so did know what Howard had had stored away in his other sheds..
Eventually quite late on, we all get another taxi home dropping Jill's Mum off on the way, new arrangements having been made for Dad and Grandad to take her for lunch tomorrow. (Thank god! a bit of time on our own). Back home? we soon go to bed rather than listen to two men relate stories of service life..Falklands etc etc..seems Howard was in that conflict, Grandad was with some mobile radar straight after hostilities ended... Jill and I just wanted to talk more about dungeons and doggies! Stern Jill hadn't said anything about THEM!! Mmm and Dave + friends..looking for me? maybe last time was when I was coming home from my Nanna's funeral..Jill kindly looked after them..little bit.c h, but I couldn't say much after my stepbrothers little session in a portaloo at Stirling services.....
17/09/23 Sunday
Up early dressed in our running kit...after being written on! went out for some peace and quiet..damp with wet grass..winter's coming..?? Oh then Jill mentioned I had 'I want bekki' on my back too..she had been reading my xh messages again!.. OK BEKKI??
Good run! Did my homage to Allie in a little clearing out of site of the path..Jill..BLUE?? stood guard, I did feel a little exposed being naked..wet grass on my ass. On to breathing exercises..usual place..tights back on of course? another girl joins us doggy tied up..and we have a longer session of more Tai Chi..loved that! new girl leading us from the front..jogged home..in the drizzle?..for a hot shower before the men were up.. Jill insisted on shaving me said 'I felt like a lavvie brush'.. Habit now since Nanna's funeral..some personal hygiene just being forgotten about.? she has a nice touch??.
Running out of time now..its Tuesday really when I'm writjng this.
The men go out for lunch..with Jill's Mum..gjves hs some time for other things?? then watch the rugby..who doesn't love sweaty men?? They come back and take over??, brought the twins..the girls relegated to kitchen rather than listen to the players being told they should be doing other things..MEN!! Linda..Jill's Mum telling us how she rather did fancy my Dad..OMG!! did I really want to hear that?.
18/09/23 Monday
Boring day at work! Not true I like my job??
The men decided that they have interfered enough with our lives..REALLY?? are leaving on Wednesday going to pester my Mum..Dad sort of made it up..THEY made it up..at Nanna's funeral so off to Coventry..I
We did manage a run this morning..a bit damp again..beginning to like the fact that actually people might want to see me do this? I do hope Allie appreciates me doing it for her..?
Linda..Jill's mum was going out to the Legion AGAIN so we were at Jill's flat for the evening looking after the twins, caught up on school stuff..I can't remember liking it as much as they do!? mind you my Mum didn't have a degree in ch.ild psychology. At least we had more time to talk properly once they were in bed..Do we really want to stay involved with Howard? it is becoming real now not just us and him talking about things, more people being involved that knew about us. Howard had text us and said he wanted to show us the new setup on Wednesday and to come over at 6pm. Decision was we would go and see the setup then actually decide whether to carry on and see the opening session through!
19/03/23 Tuesday
Found out today one of my xh 'friends' had blocked me..who does that? all I has said was that she wasn't very talkative "as usual".. So HannaSexxy blocked me..maybe it was accidental! I mean it has happened to me with this kindle..
One of those slooow days nothing out the ordinary happening ( for me at least).. So nothing more to write about it..?
20/09/23 Wednesday
Wednesday..Dad and Grandad leaving for Coventry today. see Howard's new dungeon!
Usual run now in the park.. Still got an audience for Tai Chi getting better following our 'leader' now. discovered Jill had mixed up the water based pens..yea right!! and used a sharpie. Not on my face thank god..scrubbed like hell can still see it..had to go to work like that skin red raw..not funny Jill??
After work.quick tea, off to see Howard..who should open his door! Jill(stern). She refers to us a Red and Blue now, we have another present from Howard..a pair of stilettos each red and blue of course..very nice but not our usual height! these are almost 5inches. I Like the straps that tie them on, and they do give our legs that nice slim stretched look. Jill said that from now on unless we were just wanting to walk the dogs or had been summoned by Howard we were to use the door into the rear garden ONLY, we had the code after all. So Jill gives us the shoes and our slave collars and says she will see us in a minute in the garden and ushers us back outside. Thankfully there is a narrow entry alongside Howards high garden fence, and we are soon in his back garden via his coded gate between his new gym shed and his revamped workshop.
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21/09/23 Thursday
22/09/23..Friday
Just gotta say this..
Jill..Blue brought me breakfast in bed..omg don't get this very often! nice tray..green tea and muesli with strawberries..BUT looking closer my nose detected Jill!! I had a cup of pee and muesli with pee! I wondered if I had been talking in my sleep again as I had written to Allie wanting this..??well I think I had!?
Anyway not to spoil it all I sipped the 'tea' and ate the muesli and said it was the best breakfast EVER.. to tell the truth I did enjoy it .. a picture in my head of her managing to fill the cup and bowl!..Mmm interesting?
So that is why I arrived at work early..got stuff to do..maybe writeup yesterday..boring! good job we told our little group we were havjng a lie in today..wonder how they managed?
23/09/23 Saturday
Proper duvet day for me can't face the run! the thought of even the slightest possibility of meeting Dave and his friends again sent me under the covers
24/09/23 Sunday
Wrote a v.detailed long winded tale about my Sunday..offline on ' sticky notes' then accidentally deleted it all..no backup either..idiot!
Not doing it again.
no More later!
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